silence

26 years of my life has been history that i feel belong to somebody else.

im not quite sure whether i know who i am anymore, are we being sent on earth to wonder who we are? is that really important?

big B, i thought i knew back then, but i was wrong, and what about now? have i forgotten that learning is a life long process? and have i forgotten the person and the things matter most in life are those you spent your time less with. siting and waiting for you.the ones you have spent most of your time spent the less time when your life almost bid farewell.

it's nobody's fault but it's a sign.

devil and angel is not out there, it is always here, hanging in your thoughts. they do exist because YOU exist. duality is the world we're living in. of course.

right and left.
night and day.
fast and slow.
hot and cold.
light and dark.

Eker have said it.

and we'll walk slowly to the end of the tunnel, with our hands tied to our back...heads down. maybe then we'll know what we should have done. BETTER.

the end.