the next tanggapan

ada org beranggapan situasi macam nie disebut as tabiat,perangai and sebab terpengaruh. memang susah bagi sesetengah golongan utk faham.yelah, setiap org dilahirkan berbeza. kadang2 ada yang cakap jangan bagi chance kt org mcm nie.or semua excuse,kalau nk jadi straight memang boleh,report je kat guru besar.yg paling best golongan dilaknat.senang cakap kan.memang senang dari keadaan sebenar.these people will not understand. sometimes i feel blessed that God showed me something that some cant see.i have grown to be a better person.


sewaktu kita lahir di dunia nie takda sapa sangka he or she will turn out to be in love with the same sex. malah tak ada sapa pun ajar.but slowly, somewhere, we heard about it and get the rough idea.i do think that family background, biology, experience and other unspeakable things happening at the same time comes down to this topic. when i first found out that i am one, i thought ditakdirkan.tapi setiap yang ditakdirkan datang dari arah2 berlainan.macam apa yang disebut tadi.sebenarnya.

sesetengah pihak nak 'membanteras' , 'mengawal','menghentikan'.macamana encik.....?tolongla bagitau even i wud not know how!!of course, tangkap la jawapannya kan?hukum.senang cerita.perasaan org macam nie xpayah amek tahu.

aku bukan nak meraih sokongan, tapi fahaman dan kurangkan keganasan terhadap golongan nie.diorang xganas pun.diorg xda perasaan pun nak rogol sesiapa.kalau ada, maybe phidophelia or rapist(this is another topic yea,hope you won't get confused).tapi macam api, bila disimbah minyak mula la jadi besar.bukan minyak telon.sometimes perasaan nak menegakkan apa yg dilalui tu membara.


tak pernah ada lagi local media, setakat yang aku baca, memberi gambaran sebenar tentang keadaan nie. mungkin rata-rata penulis malaysia bukan salah sorang x-men kot.nanti paper xlaku ataupun kena warning dgn pihak atasan!baik ikut jelah, be on d safe side.jadi manusia.akibatnya, xda apa pun tentang manusia yang berubah.


so for those young people, students, teenagers, girls, boys, men, women who juz realized that they are 1, do not panic. you are not alone. distract yourself. talk to people. the RIGHT people. you don't have somebody to talk to?you have to believe in yourself for a minute now. seriously, u have nobody to talk to I won't force you to find 1. go watch L word if you have to.if that can save you from depression. have some laugh. wen ure sane, come back 2 urself and figure it out. balance it.

I will come back with few things. just stay stoned.