Friday, August 21, 2009

couldn't help myself.

Hey everybody.

I am a demon worshipper for this blog. Thanks to- you know who you are for giving me the direction. hiyay.


Before that, I want to say something. In a tone where people toast for wedding to celebrate the joy of the newlyweds. hiiiiiii....! (ok2 serious now)

Raising the glass :
B and G.. don't waste what you think is a waste because it is not. even when deep inside you feel like, it is a waste. A real waste , when you decide to go separate ways and look back on how you have wasted the thing you thought was a waste. at that time, deep inside you will think ..WHAT WAS I THINKING!! you will be telling your friends "yes I am forgetting her day by day...." and you just know that is the most hurtful lie ever told.

If the PINK is written by B, i just wanted her to know that she really sounds like somebody i know. well i don't think i need to elaborate. i hope that you hang on for a little while juz for G to pass her 'period'. she loves you very much, she just doesn't know what to do with it and how to say it to you. probably she's the one who got into u at first, i am pretty sure. but please be patient. her emotional is at state which you might not cope. one thing for sure, you're her diamond in the rough. that stoned note #1 was a clear content that she never wanted to lose you, and not really sincere in letting you go. owh trust me (G dun be mad!)

and G. i feel you. once in a while we're afraid that our partners get bored. but that is normal doesn't matter if it is a straight relationship or the other. it is a nightmare,awful and all those things. you just need to pass through this. i hope you don't make her go. it will be hard for you. no kidding. whenever you forgot just scroll your blog (nasib baik ada blog!) and read the 1st moment you were with her. that was what you wanted, you don't want it to change. but. act on it.



6 comments:

  1. hi
    i just got to read this entry. this is so sweet and so meaningful. thank you for taking the time to write this. it's really2 sweet. it brings a smile to my face :)

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  2. i don't know who u are, but whoever u may be, i want u to know that one of us two is really liking your blog ;) it's so very sweet that you spend time trying to understand our situation. i never really thought people would actually care about what i write *toast to you*

    ps: ur entry managed to confuse myself about my OWN identity, whether i am actually B or G!

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  3. i cn feel my stomach churned just to have a quick glance at the line "nagging said.." phew!!!

    i just wanted to say:THANK YOU. from the bottom of my heart. i knew i'd kill myself if i dun say anything after having an instant heartfelt for both of you!

    one of us two, then what happen to the other one???is it G??(marah.lol!) it's a pleasure to hear that. and that is my so called orgasm to understand PLU .

    very proud to have toast with u.stay...i dun wna say it.HAHA!

    ps: if ure the one in PINK i THINK ure B.

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  4. keep thinking darling, u'll never know ;)
    i could be B. or G. but i am not the one fighting addiction now. at least you should know that :)

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  5. not fair that ure always in PINK!pls bless another post:)))))

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  6. hey gy,i read this blog again.it does feel weird!bt wth:)

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